Dear Divine Mother Azna,

Hello, I’m  from Switzerland. My english is not the best but I would like to know if my mother’s health will get better or if she is reaching the end.

Sometimes, I feel so empty, so helpless and sometimes I have not enough patience with her. It takes lot of my energy to care for her.

I would like to help her, to be present for her, but sometimes I just want to run away, sometimes I even lie to her, I find excuses to not to go to see her.

Afterwards I feel guilty. It’s horrible but I think sometimes her death would be deliverance for me (and maybe for her too).

At the same time, I love her very much and the day she will die will be extremely difficult and painful for me. What can I do? Thanks a lot for your answer.

Signed,

Guilty daughter in Switzerland

Dear Daughter,

You are facing something every child with living parents may someday face. Rebecca went through something very similar when she lost both parents to debilitating illness within one year of each other.

What you are going through is a completely normal human reaction to stress. You are still human…but I do believe I see some angel wings starting to sprout!

Yes, your  mother’s death will indeed be deliverance for her. It will come when she grows tired of the struggle- she is approaching a turning point very soon.

Take one day at a time for now. Your mother does not want to leave you with this guilty energy. She may appear childish but she understands more than you know.

Do some energy healing on yourself Dear One. You will not regret one minute you spent with your mother after she is gone…but my love, you must rest and re-charge yourself now too.

All is Well,

Azna