Dear Rebecca,

Thank you so much for being such a blessing for all the people that follow your work and thank you for being a channel for Mother God.

I was hoping that through the help of Mother God you could assist me with an EFT process to clear out my blocks to financial and emotional stability. I have been struggling to find my place in the new country. I have been in Canada for 7 years and I believe I have made profound progress in the outside – wrapping paper.

First, I finished a Masters program to upgrade my skills for the North American market. Second, I completed a teaching/training certificate to offer high quality teaching in my field.

I am presently working part-time in a community college. This is fantastic; However, I haven’t improved a bit when it comes to being part of the community 🙁

I feel I am safe only in my shell and tend to shy away and avoid any social gathering, or opportunities to interact with others. I know this is my problem and I cannot blame anyone for it. But this is restricting my opportunities financially and even my spiritual growth.

I avoid people because am afraid that I will not be able to bond with others; I will annoy or disappoint them. Today it was a gathering in the department I work for and I didn’t even go. It felt safer to be home. Nevertheless, I know this is the wrong thing.
I cannot get over the fear of not being good enough, or adequate for the environment. In fact, I don’t even dare to apply for other jobs because I am afraid I am not good enough for them, or…..I just don’t know what stops me. However, I am procrastinating forever.

Can you with the help from Mother Azna help me clear that thick fog? I have been trying EFT myself but I am not getting at the bottom of it. I tried your clearing session “money doesn’t grow on trees” and “you have to work hard, study hard and then you can be happy”.

The “I have to study hard…and then …” session brought tears of relief in my eyes. But here I am again. My colleagues are socializing and celebrating the end of the semester and I am home in my pajamas.

I count on your help. Hope I deserve that.

All my blessings from the bottom of my heart,

Irena

(Here is Mother God Azna’s answer)

Dear Irena,

Your emotional feeling of inadequacy began in the womb. You heard words and picked up feelings that terrified you and somehow got ‘set” in your energy field and emotional code. No matter how much education you get, you will not succeed until you understand and transform this energy.

Yes, I will guide Rebecca in creating an EFT setup for you to heal this issue. It is important that you do this exercise several times because as you do it, different layers will come up.

Do this EFT exercise (That Rebecca will provide) at least once a day until you feel a relief. This will be a process for you because your energy has come to accept rejection as “truth”.

After you feel more liberated intend to love yourself more. Do loving things for yourself. That’s a “Love order” from me, Azna. One who loves you dearly and wishes you joy and happiness.

Love, Azna