Only for Charlie.

I realize why this is on my heart now.

It was taught the first time on March 3- coming up on that now.

This has never been presented as an audio before. (so the copy still shows as a live class)

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Charlie, I put some MORE copy on shame below the call to action.

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It was like a dream- on Sept. 30, 2018, I was in my morning meditation and prayer time… when Momma I seemed to hear momma’s voice in my head. This was not very surprising as I had just been dreaming of my sweet momma- in heaven now for almost 20 years.

Seemingly, out of the blue, She said: “Becky- doodle, promise me that you will give your brother Johnny a good memorial”.

Now, nobody in this world but my mom and dad ever called me, Becky-doodle, so I knew I had better pay attention!

But mom, I protested, my brother Johnny is still alive and he is only 55 years old!

Her request was so strong, it buried itself in my heart- I KNEW I would make it happen if ever the need arose.!

So,  in my heart, I said YES, momma, I will be sure that if the day ever comes, that Johnny will have a good memorial service.

Let me give you some background to the story.

There is a lot more to this story than just a mother asking help for her son …

Johnny was next to the youngest of 8 children born to Rev John Pray and wife, Cora.

He started using drugs in his teens and it escalated from there.

He spent more years in jail than out of jail because he would have to STEAL to support his habit!

At the time of momma’s request, Johnny was only 55 years old.

He had been estranged from the family for over 20 years. The only time we ever saw him was when he came to town for a funeral of another brother.

Johnny looked HORRIBLE! Like a man in his 70’s!

Johnny had gotten into hard drugs and had done unspeakable things to support his habit.

He was like a lost sheep. A tormented soul covered with the wounds of addiction and shame.

He robbed from those who loved him best…mainly his own mom and dad. In his need to ‘get a fix’, his drug demons were stronger than his love for his mom and dad!

They forgave him…the rest of us had a much harder time (sad to say…me included)

Johnny, did get his life straightened out later. When he got out of jail- he went into a half-way house where he seemed to be doing ok.

He did not try and contact any of us…

However; his SHAME over the things he had done kept him away from us.

None of us went looking for him either- he felt DEAD to me!

When Momma made her request to me…I took it that she wanted me to make up with him.

You see, a mothers heart is soft, tender and full of forgiveness.

I had an idea…”Momma, why wait until he is dead…why not have a homecoming party for him right now?”

The family had lost all contact with Johnny…yet, I found out where he was and contacted him.

I called everyone in the whole family and told them…” we all need to forgive and welcome Johnny home to the love of his family. Miraculously, I got all the remaining siblings to agree.

One brother was even going to fly in from 3000 miles away!

I was THRILLED at my party arrangements and couldn’t wait to tell Johnny that we were ALL waiting for him to have a Homecoming party in his honor!

Sadly…Johnny would never commit. I barely got his to return my phone calls!

I offered buy him a ticket…or even drive 158 miles to pick him up.

You know why Johnny would not come?

He was so ASHAMED of the things he had done!

The shame robbed him of his family in his last years.

He even refused to communicate with his 3 daughters!

A few days later-I got the call …you know the one we all DREAD!

Johnny had been found dead.

The coroner must have gone through his phone and found a person with the same last name because they called a nephew.

His system was weak from years of hard drugs, and his heart just gave out!

 I finally got the chance to give  Johnny that homecoming party…only it was a MEMORIAL service where he will only be present in spirit.

In Johnny’s honor, I am teaching a class on releasing UnHoly Shame.

What are you still feeling SHAME about?

What is Shame robbing YOU of?

What is SHAME keeping you from doing?

How much happier could your life be if you did not have that knife of shame STABBING you every time you tried to move forward.

This has caused me to take a look at my own life and any areas I still feel shame about!

Johnny had left no will, absolutely NO MONEY…not even a car!

I was simply following up on my promise to my momma. Only now…it feels like a soul’s calling to help us ALL release hidden shame!

BTW…the entire day before I got the call. I kept hearing spirit over and over…“Rebecca, tell people that their loved ones on the ‘other side’ KNOW when one of their own are coming home.”

I felt like the entire family line momma, daddy, 3 brothers and a sister were there- in spirit at the memorial.

They KNEW that the lost sheep, the prodigal son, was coming home.

Momma asked me to sing at the memorial this old hymn…

“Lord, I’m coming home”. I just hope to get through it without breaking down…pray for me.

(I recorded myself singing it…maybe it will bless you a little bit too)

You probably already know that SHAME is the lowest vibration.

But did you know that hidden shame can rob you of your dreams?

Hidden shame, unforgiven shame, can pull you back down when you are trying to get up.

Unhealed…shame is like that horrible voice that whispers to you…

“Just you wait until they find out what you have done”

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“Soon, everyone will KNOW that you really ARE a fraud!”

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“How do you expect to succeed when you have done this shameful thing.”

What breaks MY heart the most, is when SHAME is put upon us when we are young!

We wind up feeling guilty and shameful about the silliest things!

Now, in the case of my brother, Johnny, he had REALLY done some awful things!

Yet, with a little prompting from a loving mother, we collectively forgave him.

Isn’t it time YOU accepted the forgiveness that has already been given?

Tele class times: UnHoly Shame: Release the Tyrant Within

Class times are: (about 2 hours)

Saturday March 2 at 3 PM eastern

Sunday March 3 at 3 PM eastern.

Make up TWEAK session: Monday March 4 at 7 PM eastern

(This is a make-up TWEAK session for those who got the tweak and could not come live.)

Remember Proceeds from this class help me to cover funeral costs.

Love,

Rebecca

PS: (My momma says to tell you…she appreciates you helping Johnny too!)

PPS: Only my close family still calls me “Becky” that is who they know me as.

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Because it’s easy for me to “see” what may not be able to. I have no emotional attachment to your past or present.

Besides…years of experience and DEDICATION have honed my psychic powers to a razor sharp edge.

This is a very quick ‘after class’ healing that unveils MORE of the Hidden Tryant and Dissolves it!

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One of the most beneficial requests you could make of your angels is the release of shame or simply the awareness of shame.

Shame is the lowest vibration. Shame keeps you from all good in your life… If you are lacking any good thing, you can be sure there is a particle of Shame there.

Root out the shame and the whole situation will start to shift in your favor.

You will begin to have more joy, more love and even more money!

One problem is that you are ashamed to  admit that you have shame… in any form.

As if by having shame, it makes you less of a lightworker.

Pay attention to the thousands of times a day you feel those twinges of shame or guilt.

Shame and guilt are very connected emotions, never will you find one without the other!

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Shame  is so pervasive and we see you trying to make it go away.

Trying to cover it up as if shame  is some character flaw.

Shame and guilt are simply human reactions to old programming passed down through the ages.

Today, ask your angels to help you be aware of every time you feel shame.

That is the very first step in clearing your energy to receive more good in your life!

Rebecca:

 But , aren’t there some things we should feel shame or guilt about?

Spirit response:

No,  there is nothing that warrants sinking down to that energetic level because shame always begets more shame.

If you were committing an act and you looked at it without the shame blindfold, you could easily make a decision to stop doing the act or to do something differently.

You would allow other beneficial emotions to come forward and help you make choices based on love… instead of shame.

You see shame and guilt are almost always associated with fear  of punishment.

Oh, did we just say FEAR?

Another very low vibration!

Just imagine that for today, you ask your angels to help you simply be aware of shame.

Then remind yourself: “Oh, I don’t HAVE to feel shame, I can see it for the low vibration that it is. Angels please help me call in other emotions and make choices based on love. “

This is only a beginning of the information I would like to share.

Listening to Spirit, I realized how many times a day I allowed myself to feel shame or guilt.

Little things Today I noticed I feel SHAME or Guilt about.

I haven’t cleaned my refrigerator in a month.

I let my dog run out of food because I was too lazy to go to the store.

I didn’t pick up his poop last time either!

I see all that dog hair on the stairs and I keep waiting for someone else to clean it.

I ate an entire piece of carrot cake last night and I just worked hard to lose 6 pounds.

I stayed up too late watching Grey’s Anatomy (waste of time)

I went to sleep without washing my face.

I haven’t thanked all the people who voted on the book cover yet.

on and on and on… it goes, if we let it!

And, NONE of those things I mentioned are even very important.

Don’t get me started on the BIGGER things I can feel shame about!

Can you SEE how shame and guilt creep in until we are just SWIMMING in it?

Can you SEE  WHY you are NOT Manifesting more money, fun, love, security in your life?

How can it get through that barrier of guilt and shame we are NOT EVEN AWARE that we have? 

(and for Pete’s sake…don’t be ashamed of having shame, just notice it and invite JOY in instead!)

Play with this today…shame free zone!

Take my Angel class this weekend if you want to find out MORE about YOUR very own Angels and how they can help YOU right now!

Love Rebecca

PS: Bottom Line,

LOW Vibrations (Shame, Fear) BLOCK Abundance

High Vibrations (Joy, Love) BRING Abundance

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What are you ashamed of?

What do you still feel shame about?

Maybe you’ve worked on it so many times and you just can’t get to that final layer!

Sometimes…the shame is so buried…you don’t even realize the damage it is doing!

You know the really bad thing about hidden shame? (Besides the whole…it’s the lowest vibration thang!)

Shame is like a REVERSE magnet… REPELLING the very things that you Desperately Want!

IE: If you still have hidden shame about sexuality or sexual abuses…you may find yourself REPELLING good sexual relations…or healthy relationships period!

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If you have hidden shame over money issues…you may find yourself repelling PROSPERITY! (Even when there is no visible reason for this to continue!)

If you have shame around your body image…you may find yourself hiding out in either- too much fat, crazy exercise habits, anorexia, low self-esteem…anything to hide who you really are!

Often, it’s not the GLARING shame…NO! It’s the hidden shame that is doing the worst damage!

Want to know the sure way to find out where your shame is hiding?

Look at what you’re repelling in your life!

What are you missing?

Shame is likely that “Backwards Repelling Force” driving your happiness and fulfillment away!

Spirit has given me a SEVEN Step Template to discover and dissolve your shame at its very core.

CAN you…

Imagine with me…

See yourself HAVING that yummy good sexual relationship.

See yourself HAVING ease in all kinds of relationships.

See yourself HAVING an ease with prosperity that you have never known before.

See yourself embracing my 7 step releasing shame template and able to apply it to every shame monster in your closet!

In honor of my brother, Johnny,  who recently passed…I am offering this tele-class.

His shame over past drug and criminal activities kept him from accepting forgiveness, and accepting the love of his family!

read about my brother

Shame, embarrassment, and self-loathing caused him to hide out from even his own children.

Can you see your life on the “other side” of shame? your own hidden shame?