The Problem:Robin Feels She has to Put Everyone Else before Herself- she even fixed food for everyone else and left herself completely out!

Robin Writes:
As a light server and a person who takes care to serve and nurture, I find that for some reason I don’t extend this to mySelf.

I have done much self help and improvement strategies and techniques and at this time in my life, I feel a level of tiredness and frustration that words really do not sum up. No matter how much I work to shift and move and ascend, I find level of anger and deep hurt in my heart. I realize that that anger is because of always “trying” to please and help and assist.
While I do enjoy serving, I get pissed because I allow myself to be abused by not having the best service for myself. I allow myself to be taken for granted and my kindness to be seen as weakness until I have allowed the abuse (emotional) from people I love and dearly serve to boil into rage.

Then POW…Kali Ma comes out! So then I feel extremely sad and overwhelming tiredness. My constant thought is why does not Mother/Father God help ME? I seek, I ask, I knock. So perhaps this opportunity will help me see and feel from a new perspective. I hope this helps you better understand my story.
Robin

Update from Robin a few days later: