Two years ago I was down in the dumps and thought my life was over. I was reading sylia browne at the time and thought og joining the catholic church but trying to attend my church(LDS) but felt so guilty I didn’t feel worthy of Gods blessing.

I tried to commit suicide by taking about 18 sleeping pills and anti depressent medicatiion. My body shut down and I was scared as hell!! I calmed my self down and cried out to everyone not just God and Jesus in my religion, but every religious figure you could think of including AZNA.

I remember blackiing out and coming too and when I came too there was a women in a gold outline on my t.v. and I felt two other prescences, one i thought was Jesus( maybe you could help look that up I give you permission but only my suicide attempt) in the room but couldn’t see them but I could feel there concern.

I looked at the t.v. and asked her if I could stay on earth. She smiled and looked at the other two and nodded her head. And the room was dark and the figure had left. It took me six to seven hours beffore I could move my body. I never went to the hospital til 4 months later. I guess I kind of have a question for you to ask if that is all right and that is What does Azna want me to do with my life. How can I repay her for being there at my rock bottom moment.

I hope you could anwser me cause I am so bored wih life. I live off the government and am consiering writing a book called “exit point”. Since the suicide i;ve had two exite poiints and have even seen the tunnel. once. I’m really intereted in your opinion and hope to hear from you soon. thank you for taking questions and letting us speak our mind. A fan,

Ryan